Over the past ten years
of
my marriage, my husband and I have tried numerous times to conceive with
many different doctors. During that time I experienced two miscarriages
and one ectopic pregnancy. This ill fortune brought on extreme
emotional trauma, caused indescribable heartache and disappointment at
what seemed to be constant failure. Thinking that it was just the will
of God or our own fate, we were on the verge of giving up completely
when one of the most wonderful, compassionate, sensitive men entered my
life. His name is Dr. Vicken Sahakian. After meeting with Dr. Vicken
Sahakian at the Pacific Fertility Clinic in Glendale, we were filled
with renowned hope. Dr. Sahakian seemed to be an expert, genuinely
sympathetic to our cause, truly sincere and devoted to our problem. He
had experience. As we got more involved, we truly gained confidence in
his expertise. We began to have much faith in him, for his determination
in us made us just as determined that we could be successful.
Following his analysis of our case, Dr. Sahakian recommended in vitro
fertilization (IVF). We had been through this procedure before, but his
method of performing this procedure was unlike any other. It felt like
every little detail was well thought out. He must have known all the
physical and emotional pains because his technique seemed to address all
those issues. His compassion was overwhelming. His presence during
these most intimate moments was so welcomed. The setting was perfect
down to even dimming of the lights.
After completion of the
IVF, there was much apprehension as we waited for the following days,
until we knew the results. We had been on this trip so many times
before. I don’t think I would have been able to handle another
disappointment after so many others. I jumped every time the phone rang,
and waited anxiously for the call. I finally got the call I was waiting
for. To our uncontainable joy, we had conceived! So started our journey
to parenthood.
During the actual delivery process, I did not
want to be put to sleep. I wanted to be awake to witness every detail,
to count with clear-cut clarity every toe, every finger. I wanted to
hold them close to my heart and rejoice together what we had fought so
long and hard for. On May 7, 1996, I gave birth to the two most
beautiful, healthy twin girls that have come into this world by the
grace of God.
My husband and I always realize what a blessing
they are; we love them and are so thankful for them. They are truly
worth the ten years of constant disappointment and pain. I always
shudder to think what would have come had we not kept on in our desire
to have children. Whenever we drive down the street, whether it be a
trip to the store or a family outing, we look in the back seat at those
two precious little people in their car seats and still can’t believe
they are here in our lives. We look at each other, no words are spoken
between us, but we are in agreement, they are heaven sent.
We
want to express our undying gratitude to the Pacific Fertility Clinic,
hardworking staff and Dr. Vicken Sahakian for his part in the two small
miracles on Maryland Street.